With aspirations expanding, I'm undoubtedly fighting my way through, towards the so-called destination.

Things are not well-founded to simply consider to be getting better or worse, so it is always hard to catch the rapid changing, for instance, from the cloudland to the earth.
 
In other words, I'm not yet able to judge whether it will all the way stay good or not.
To make it, it's still beyond me.
And, that's what I'm longing for.

As an ordinary Senior 3 student struggling in a certainly competitive situation, I'm doing what I'm supposed to, definitely.

September, Octorber, Novemer, December.

What should be done will then eventually get to be done.
So there's exactly nothing to worry about, but how to choose and stick to.

I'm looking for myself, in order to listen.

Recently, there are more that drive me to a certain saying:

We have to fight, there's no alternative.