Lot of affairs, which I am not going to list.

I'm getting ready for my 18.
Well. It's hard to promise that everything will pay off. I'm just striving to.

The very first part of my holiday will be spent at home, peacefully.
Coz' it's raining outside and it's fairly hot.
 
& my dearest is far away in Wuhan and I promised him to wait for his return.

Yogurt, Kiwifruit, milk and tea.
read some books and keep marking down the trace.

Well. Everything's fine.
I'm leaving for doing some routine work.

It left marks in me.
Something's really going on.

Despite so much to concern, can I just ignore all those Can'ts and let myself go on the way leading to your side.
Oh, can I, can't I.

Nowhere to escape
and nowhere to exactly head for.
It's positively as lovely as an untrue dream every time I find myself stick to your lines.
How I wish the call remained the miracle of lasting for ever.
I've never doubted anything untrue's happening until the moment I had to say goodbye.
I've never doubted, dear.

Every minute is counting to me now
due to your existence as an essential part of mine..

It just came up to me all of a sudden
striking out as an untrue dream to be encompassed by love and bliss
that made me feel disencouraged & unsafe..

I'm sorry about that.

But can you righteously say
that ten years from now you'll still be that idealistic person?

We'll never be able to manage to.

About what I have undergone and I shall.
It mixs up somehow.

 No hard feelings.
Just go over and go through it.

Who else can it be,
to take me far away.

It's all about you now.

Never doubt.

Everythin's fine.
Pretty fine, dear.

No matter how, the certain thing I will do is to stand by your side.
And admit that I do.

The soul remember when.